Tri One is so hard!!! I worried constantly and ran to the toilet on the hour to check for bleeding! Nearly drove myself (and hubby) insane. In the first six weeks I did seven tests just to keep checking! By the time my scan came I had convinced myself something was very wrong and sat in the waiting room crying, but when I saw the image on the screen and the tiny heart beating away all my fears just melted away and I began to allow myself to believe things would be ok and that at the end of all this I WILL have a baby. The tears just ran with relief! Just began Tri 2, and while my sickness and headaches are worse than ever for some reason, the fear isnt so bad and everything feels so much more real that I have had the scan and also because people can tell I am pregnant now. The early stage is awful but I am sure you will feel better once you have had your scan - cant wait to hear al about it x