So lonely....

[misscrazycooki]

Just wish someone would be there for me, a friend who wouldn't judge me on pervious mistakes and always smile and let me be in their company. I am so lonely its killing me.

I know why I'm so upset most days now, just have no idea how to go about it, I hated the baby group at surestart half the time no one talked to me and if I did talk they ignored me. (thats the story of my life)

Just got rid of all the leechers on my facebook that just added me to be nosey.

The thing that set it off was my cousin is pregnant and due to give birth in the next 6 weeks she had a scan at 34 weeks and I asked why was he breech. No reply just deleted my comment and ignored me like I didn't exsist.

I hate my life in so many ways, but I carry on for my sons sake as a smile of him is worth all the pain and argo I get daily off someone or another x

 

[NinjaKitty]

That's just plain rude. Sorry you are feeling down. Are there any other groups in the area you can join? You know we're here when you need

 

[misscrazycooki]

Thanks hun just feeling really low today, suppose its the fact I'm not on my anti depressants anymore. I stopped taking them as I didn't want to hurt my baby growing x

 

[reillybaby1987]

You know we are all here for you hun ((((big hugs)))) ignore everyone that doesnt deserve to be in your life, they are just jealous i would say!! xxxxx

 

[Rachaellius]

Yeah that does sound really rude of her, maybe send her a polite message asking why. If you don't get a response or a negative one then just delete her hun. And just remember that you've always got everyone on here
xx

 

[misscrazycooki]

Yeah I know my sister is the main idiot that now doesn't speak to me, as I gave my sons dad another chance of making ago at our relationship. So far it isn't going to well. She went mental when I was trying to give birth to my son saying I was her SISTER and demanded to know what was going on even though I had no clue myself.

 

[misscrazycooki]

Nah I just blocked her, frankly couldn't give a flying crap about them anymore even her brother is half and half with me. I've had it most of my life felt like an outcast and always bullied. Just wish I could get that break that I deserve.

 

[TaffyRose]

Sorry to hear you're having a horrible time hun, we're all here for you xxx

 

[misscrazycooki]

Its stupid I get more support here than off my partner. Or anyone apart from my mum who trys her best but she lives 5 miles away from me and I do try and visit her as much as I can afford too. Just annoys me I take care of her and my sister just takes off her and then sells it. Shes a skank, her house is minging and her kids are rude and brought up on shit food. GRrrrr Rant over x

 

[Lilelephant]

Sp sorry ur feeling like this we are all here for you x

 

[x_larlybelle_x]

Oh Hun!

I have noone I know in my situation. All of my friends (I say all, I have about 5 I could call friends) live far away and are older than me so have their own families. My DH works all weekend so I potter around the house doin bugger all. Can't afford to go out shopping now (unless it's for lil dude) so I get down so easily.

My family live close but I can't go round my mums as she works and I dj t agree with some of her lifestyle choices. My nan has always said she doesn't like boys so I feel awkward goin round hers. I cant stand one of my bros, the other one doesn't work so he irritates me.

I live on here most weekends. Just wish this was a group we could all meet up and see each other xx

 

[Lilelephant]

Would be amazing if we could all meet up! Can u imagine the carnage? He he

 

[misscrazycooki]

so many bumps and babies it would be fun to book out an entire fun play centre now that would be insane x

 

[misscrazycooki]

Thanks ladies you are already cheering me up just had my tea just chilling with leo now watching ceebies, then think I will cream him up and have a cuddle and maybe a story x not that he pays much attention to it just wants to eat the book >.<

 

[x_larlybelle_x]

Lol! They should make books with flavoured pages!!

 

[BellaRiven]

Like everyone has said if you need anyone to chat to I'm about most days

I don;t talk to my sister anymore after she deleted me from facebook and used my name when she got caught by the police driving a car when she has no license!!

Here if you wanna chat.

A baby meet up that would be awesome!!!

 

[Hunnie]

I don;t talk to my sister anymore after she deleted me from facebook and used my name when she got caught by the police driving a car when she has no license!!

Thats awful! Why would anyone do that let alone to one of their family members!

I used to get quite lonely but I've just kind of come to terms with it and I'm accepting it better now. My best friend has gone to uni in southhampton and after her being with me most of the summer I do feel a bit of a lost cause without her she sometimes doesn't reply to texts but I know it's cos she is busy and I really do just want her to enjoy herself to the full while she is down there. My other supposed friend doesn't make much time for me anymore and she hasn't done really since the start of my pregnancy and seems to treat me like a bit of a leper nowadays.

Through all of this I've realised that I only truely have 3 proper friends in my life who will make time for me and that I enjoy being around - my best friend in southhampton, my mum and my OH.

It's definitely a very lonely time but I've just tried to concentrate my mind on other things and keep more occupied. When I was feeling really down and lonely this summer, I took up baking and cake decorating and although it sounds sad, it really kept my mind occupied and away from the sad feelings.

Feel free to PM me whnever you feel lonely. I always have my phone on me with this page opened up lol xxxxxxx