hi. I've been looking at this part of the site but I've never posted in here. the reasons are im totally embarrassed as well as being super scared. i will explain why.
I am 29 years old and i have been with my partner 12 years. we were only trying for a baby for 3 months before i got my BFP. we were obviously super happy and excited at the fact it had all happened so quick. i went to the doctors, then had my first MW appointment, and this is when my nerves kicked in big time. And the reason is i have a super high and totally embarrassing BMI.(just put it this way , i am classed as super obese!!) i am so embarrassed by the number i won't even tell you but the MW obviously put me forward for dual care under a consultant. i was prepared for this as i had done some research online and i know this is the norm if u have a raised BMI.
I am still so anxious that my size will cause problems for my baby. I am being careful with what i eat my even still i feel like I've let my OH and my baby down. Especially if anything does happen to my baby.
I'm really sorry for the rant but i am so scared, anxious and feel like a right twat!! It doesn't really help that my male line manager at work keeps telling me that i need to start losing weight as my size could harm my baby. xxxx
I am 29 years old and i have been with my partner 12 years. we were only trying for a baby for 3 months before i got my BFP. we were obviously super happy and excited at the fact it had all happened so quick. i went to the doctors, then had my first MW appointment, and this is when my nerves kicked in big time. And the reason is i have a super high and totally embarrassing BMI.(just put it this way , i am classed as super obese!!) i am so embarrassed by the number i won't even tell you but the MW obviously put me forward for dual care under a consultant. i was prepared for this as i had done some research online and i know this is the norm if u have a raised BMI.
I am still so anxious that my size will cause problems for my baby. I am being careful with what i eat my even still i feel like I've let my OH and my baby down. Especially if anything does happen to my baby.
I'm really sorry for the rant but i am so scared, anxious and feel like a right twat!! It doesn't really help that my male line manager at work keeps telling me that i need to start losing weight as my size could harm my baby. xxxx