Angie.T
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Hi Ladies, thought I would write on here to try and clear my head as it has been one up and down weekend. Me and hubby are trying for baby number 3 and after just 2 months I was informed by the doctor I was in the club. However for some reason I was happy but something did not feel right. We did not tell anyone. Saturday I started to bleed slightly, spoke to doctor who advised it could be many things and not to worry. However by Sunday the bleeding was very heavy and this morning I woke to find a giant clot on my pad. Although I knew I was loosing it I was hanging on to hope that everything would be ok. Has really hit me today though and just want to curl up on my own in a room somewhere. However have to try and carry on as have a 6 and 3 year old to look after and dont want to tell anyone else whats going on. Trying to hold it together and be brave but struggling. Have doctors appointment this afternoon so see what they say. Both previous pregnancies were normal and cant help thinking what did I do wrong this time, we want a baby soooo much. I know im not the first and wont be the last woman to go though this but can't believe how empty I feel, even though I only had a couple of days to get used to the idea of being pregnant