Hiya not sure where to post this but here'll do. I've just had the 2 scariest days of my life. Wed- I was sitting on the couch next to Reece and the phone rang. Without thinking i got up and answered it. It was a bloody marketing call! When i got rid i turned round and saw Reece lying face down on the floor totally still. Flew over to him and picked him up then he started screaming. He never stopped for over 20 mins. I was panicking like mad. Phoned hospital and they said if there's no bruises (which there wasn't) then he's most likely ok and probably just shocked. I was a nervous wreck all day and wouldn't let him fall asleep. Worried about him all night at work too. 8am this morning- I was sitting on the couch next Reece reading the paper and he was ripping up a magazine as usual. After about 5 mins he made a noise and when i looked at him i saw he was choking!!! He was going blue and i sh*t myself. I've never been told what to do in this kinda situation. Tried pulling the paper out with my fingers but that never worked so i shook him about upside down. Eventually he was sick everywhere! I was so relieved. The incident probably only lasted seconds but it seemed like forever to me. I'm think that i'm turning out to be a bad mum. I'm even crying now cos he looks so peaceful sleeping in his chair now but a few hours ago he was scared and helpless and i shouldn't have let him get like that. I'm the one who's supposed to protect him.