Thanks Fluff, you are of course very right!!
My OH and I had another long chat about things last night, which turned into me speaking in a very high pitched whiny voice and him getting very narky with me. He said that TTC was taking over my life and I think of nothing else, which is true and he couldnt believe that only now have I got upset about all these things (his weight, drinking and seroxat use) when he's finally starting to do something about it, which again is true, so I felt pretty bad about it.
Anyway he has now starting weaning himself off the seroxat and hopes to be off them entirely within a month. Hopefully with him eating healthily, walking with me every night, not drinking and taking the supplements that Babydust has donated to us (thank you!) his sperm count will become more healthy too, so its looking good for the future.
Now the hard part is going to be how the hell Im going to chill out about the whole TTC thing and become more patient?
I am still going to go to the Doctor just because I really need to feel reassured that we are doing the right thing. I would also like to get myself checked out, so If I have any problems they can be addressed straight away. Ill give OH 3 months before he has to be tested, hopefully all the bad things will be out of his system by then and he will have a new batch of healthy sperm. I am feeling alot more positive now.