I am almoust crying here! I am working my ass off to get breastfeeding on the track. With all the things I had I am still happy to breastfeed. But seems, my OH doesnt care if I give Daniel breast milk or chips ! I am soo soo mad! We dont have any relatives or anyone, who could help me with breastfeeding. OH works from home, so its a big bonus and It is what I am relying on! But just any time I need help, he has to work. I understand it, but, when 10 minutes later he comes to watch telly to have a break, he doesnt need to work anymore What could be so possible importaint, when Daniel is screaming his head of and I just need 5 minutes of help (like change him while I am getting ready and do stuff like that?) It just pisses me off! I am so mad and upset right now! PS: I am in desperate need of a cigarette I have stopped smoking since I started TTC and havent had any since. But in moments like this I do need one and it takes me all the will not to, mostly becorse I know how dangerous it is to baby.