Have just woken up after the most horrific dream. I was dreaming about the scan, and I could see that baby hadn't grown since the private scan we had, so I sent my oh and little one out of the scan room, but the sonographer wouldn't tell me what was wrong. He kept saying "you need to see the doctor" and then I had to wait agesto see the doctor.
And now I'm lying in bed sobbing, while my partner snores away oblivious. It was so realistic and now I am completely terrified that it is true and when I go on Thursday they will tell me I've had a mmc. And I will have to cope with hearing that and not be able to cry etc as my little girl will be with us, and I won't want to upset her.
Sorry rambley post. But needed to get it our somewhere.