Jaxx01
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Im sat here in tears at the moment because...well...Im not sure really...
Mixture of everything I think...Ive lost my best friend over a petty squabble about 4 months ago and she doesnt have a clue what has happened in my life since then, ie losing my baby, then falling pregnant before my next af then FOB leaving me when I was 5 weeks pregnant..
I have beent hrough such a rollercoaster of emotions in the last few month, a MC and a new pregnancy, and I think the bottom line is Im just lonely
I have a 3 year old son from a previous relationship - and once he goes to bed Im just here shattered (im anemic) and hormonal lol and lonely
I dont really have anyone I can talk to in RL as 1) no one I know has been through a MC and 2) They are all so bus in their own lives and 3) I guess I hate admitting that Ive failed as I never seem to get it right lol
Anyway, sorry for the pointless post just needed to get it off my chest xx
Mixture of everything I think...Ive lost my best friend over a petty squabble about 4 months ago and she doesnt have a clue what has happened in my life since then, ie losing my baby, then falling pregnant before my next af then FOB leaving me when I was 5 weeks pregnant..
I have beent hrough such a rollercoaster of emotions in the last few month, a MC and a new pregnancy, and I think the bottom line is Im just lonely
I have a 3 year old son from a previous relationship - and once he goes to bed Im just here shattered (im anemic) and hormonal lol and lonely
I dont really have anyone I can talk to in RL as 1) no one I know has been through a MC and 2) They are all so bus in their own lives and 3) I guess I hate admitting that Ive failed as I never seem to get it right lol
Anyway, sorry for the pointless post just needed to get it off my chest xx