I just found out I am 8 weeks pregnant. I am scared and feel alone. I have had past abortions and I regret every single one of them. I have never even told anyone about them only my boyfriend so please don’t judge or scorn me. My boyfriend wants me to have another abortion but I literally cannot do it. I sincerely would rather die then to go through that again. I still deal with the emotions. We are not financially ready, I just lost my job, we both don’t have insurance (in a worse financial position than I was during the others) but I still can’t bring myself to it. My BF is angry ad upset, he told me he loves me but thinks I should go through with it. I am scared and stressed, I don’t want this to effect my baby. Has anyone else had this experience? Please tell me if you have..