May 2017 Mummies *NEW*

[Loubalouba]

Oh Lou, of course we don't mind you mentioning him, it's good to be able to let it out and we're all here for you xx

Thanks so much lisey xx

 

[Emily0505]

Lou he's your son!! You talk about him all you want and don't you ever apologise for it!!

I think about my three angels each and every day.

XX

 

[nikkix86]

aw hun I'm so sorry that must be such an awful thing to go through at such a late stage of pregnancy. I doubt anyone would mind he was still your little boy. you must be a very strong person to get through something like that. one of the mums of my key child at work had a stillbirth a couple of weeks ago and I cried just thinking about it. I'm glad they are keeping a close eye on you x

 

[Eryinera]

Lou I followed your story when it happened and I cried so hard for you. I love the fact you still talk about him x he will always be with you x my auntie and gran have gone through similar experience's and they don't talk about them if it wasn't for my mum I would never have known and I still don't know how they don't talk about it.
When I get my rainbow I'm getting a tattoo. A rainbow with my son's and new baby's birthdays on with 4 little dragons flying over it. X every loss hangs on in a mothers heart x

 

[lisey]

That's a lovely idea eryinera. Sounds beautiful xx

 

[Loubalouba]

Thanks everyone xx I just didn't want to make anyone worry more, I love talking about him it helps keep him alive to me and I have pictures of him all over the house. He was such a beautiful but cute baby, I constantly try to imagine how he would look smiling and what colour his eyes might have been. When he was born I couldn't believe I had grown him in my tummy it really is amazing! X

 

[kabuk1]

Congrats Nikki!
Lou, you should talk about him anytime you feel the need. He's your son.

I was able to hear the baby's heartbeat. It was amazing being able to hear it. Puts my mind even more at ease, that's for sure.

 

[Loubalouba]

That's great Kabuk X it's amazing isn't it how often is everyone using their Doppler ? My hubby is not happy about me using it everyday. X

 

[Eryinera]

If I get good news on Thursday I'm going to buy a doppler lol but I heard I might not be able to hear mine until later 10-12 weeks once my uterus has popped forward which by the feels of things it's still doing. Keep getting hard lumps in my belly that's moving about lol

 

[kabuk1]

Mine just arrived last night and I had no luck then, but thought I'd try again this morning. I had to go much lower to finally hear it. Took me about 15 mins to find it this morning. Then the waterworks started. I'll probably try again later today as my oh is still asleep. Then I probably won't use it for awhile. 17 more days until my scan!

 

[nikkix86]

that's great that you found it! I might but one in a couple of weeks

 

[maybe baby]

Yay for all the heartbeats! 💕

As the others have said Lou don't ever feel bad talking about Harrison and we are all here!

I've got my private scan at 1:45!

Still feeling pretty normal apart from my boobs so seeing some growth from Tuesday will be reassuring and the heartbeat of course fx!

Then my next scan is the 18th.

Xx

 

[nikkix86]

ooh good luck maybe!

 

[Eryinera]

Good luck maybe x

 

[lisey]

Lots of luck maybe xx

 

[lisey]

I was sick a few times yesterday and again today. I hope the tabs are not becoming ineffective xx

 

[nikkix86]

can anyone recommend a good doppler? also does anyone else do the occasional hpt or just me? lol

 

[Eryinera]

Just had a massive gush of cm and I swear at first it had a pinky brown look to it. But it may have been my imagination. I've not been sick for 3 days but feeling kinda grim today but I haven't yet doubled up on my pills which I can do.

 

[maybe baby]

I've had bad news..

No heartbeat.😢

I'm alright, it's not nice but I'm so lucky to have Charlie and Lottie.

Please don't let this worry all you girls.

I'll keep checking on you all and will keep everything crossed for all the rainbows on the way!

Xx

 

[lisey]

So sorry maybe xx