i'm not having a good day at all... i have deadlines looming, but no creativity - hence just sitting here moving random shapes round the screen whilst staring blindly ahead of me... can think of things to do for my freelance but can't exactly do that whilst at my day job. got a horrible ache in my upper back, like a dull "tired" ache, which i seem to get every day after lunch despite trying to keep my posture good and keep going for walks around the office... every day i get home and i'm knackered and just want to go to bed at 6pm, the house is a mess and i can't be bothered cleaning it..... everything seems to annoy me, my colleagues all have their headphones on listening to music and one of them is bobbing his head up and down, grooving to the tunes he's got playing - i can see it out of the corner of my eye and it is soooo annoying for some reason. (doesn't usually bother me) i just feel like taking two weeks off with a mystery illness (bird flu maybe???) and pulling the duvet over my head for the duration of those weeks. i'm fed up with where we are living, and want to move to norway to be closer to my family - been feeling down because i miss them, and keep crying over it. sorry girls, i'm ranting and raving on... please bear with me... i just feel like i'm about to reach complete burnout when it comes to work especially. i just can't wait for mid-january to arrive and time for maternity leave... i seem to be fine during the weekends, enjoying getting things ready for the little one etc, but the weeks are such a drag.... i'm being hormonal and just want to shout at someone then retreat into the ladies' for a good old cry! please tell me i'm not the only one who feels like this sometimes???