So it's not good news, the heartbeat had stopped and I can expect to miscarry soon. I'm so unbelievably sad that this has happened twice in a row and we won't get our new year baby. You can take my name off the list, I will be going to the miscarriage and loss thread at some point but I think I just need some time to myself. I hope you all have a wonderful, happy and healthy 9 months and I'm sorry I won't be joining you on this journey xxx