oh my god i cant believe its been a whole year since i lost my poor little man he would be 1 years old next thursday 19th april and it still hurts as much today as the day we buried him life is so unfair its so cruel that we have to visit him at the cemetary and not cuddle him in our arms and that his new brother christopher will never know him
people used to tell me time heals and that it gets easier but it doesnt not one bit all that happens is you learn to control the tears the pain doesnt ease at all i dont think it ever will a part of me will always be buried with my son in that cemetary i just hope the angels will cuddle my babba till i can be with him again
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HAPPY BIRTHDAY FOR THURSDAY MY SPECIAL LITTLE BOY
MUMMY LOVES YOU MORE THAN EVER XXXXXXXXXX