its been 8 weeks

[Anna86]

i haven't posted on here for a while just trying to get back to normal. the first few weeks i was ok i was coping with my loss, then i lost my frog Brutus even though i could see it coming he was gone then me and my partner have been arguing alot lately due to me being down and depressed. i had to take my tortoise Timmy to the vet as he nearly died. i feel like my whole world and everything making it happy is crumbling all around me. when will it get easier? my partner has made me book an appointment for the docs tomorrow to see if i can talk to someone about it. feels like now its been a while for everyone else to get over it but i'm still hurting i'm coming up to my second cycle since miscarriage yet its still breaking my heart inside. i don't really want to go to the drs even though i know i should because i can't stop crying when i am alone or as i'm going to sleep every lil thing that happens even if its not that bad i.e spilling a drink i just burst out into tears.
Has anyone else felt this way and how do you get over?
i'm worrying myself as i am usually a very happy person but now i'm not and i want the old me back!

 

[Lilelephant]

Its only been a week for me but I feel just the same I had to hide in the storecupboard today as I found myself crying as we had ran out of tape everything is crashing in and I can't do anything about it! Plus my washing machine and car have both broken!
So anna you aren't alone big hugs

 

[MrsR]

It's definatly a good idea to go to the doctors but be specific about what you want from them, when I went after my missed miscarriage they just tried to give me anti depressants which I did not want-I asked for counselling instead x you're not alone honey x x big hugs and lots of love x x