Think now I am so independant that they find that hard to deal with so I prefer being alone now. It's funny as a day after me and my ex split up (we weren't together long but he found my independance too intimidating I think) I said to a friend "I'd love a another baby just not the bloke" then found out 2 days later I was pregnant. He's due on the 1st anniversary of my dad's death too which is spooky so it was all meant to be I think.

. I am used to living alone now, it's been 5 odd years and at the moment I wouldn't want it any other way. The next person I meet will have to be VERY different and VERY Special for even a look in

> I'm happy with my friends and family and the support I have. i wouod love to settle down one day but just not in the near future xxxxxx