Im trying to be strong and i cant my eyes hurt so much and i cant stop i miss my mum so much since moving to Canada she came over to visit with my brother and dad for our wedding day they stayed for 18days and it wasnt long enough it breaks my heart so much to see her leave all the time shes due to have an operation on her stomach next week so had to leave im so upset and worried for her. were so close like best friends i wont see her now untill the new baby is 3months old. my two year old is uspet she saw me cry when i said goodbye to my family my emotions are everywhere i just wish they didnt have to live the other side of the world it hurts so bad sorry to rant but i cant talk to anyone right now and OH is taking them to the airport how did this happen? i thought wed live like nextdoor forever </3