Well our second BFP in a row has once again turned into a miscarriage. I am devastated and don't understand why this has happened a second time so soon after the first. It really doesn't seem fair. My 14dpo betas were 55, 16dpo were 114 and today's 18dpo are 147, which is not even 30% increase over 48 hours. I had one more bloodwork done today but the nurse said she wouldn't be surprised if this was another miscarriage and also advised me to watch for an ectopic.
What makes this all hurt more is that my husband's family lives abroad and we support them financially, and his brother and his brother's wife got pregnant immediately after their wedding earlier this year, even though they have nothing and are living day to day. They all live in the same house, make barely enough to live on and have no future prospects, but THEY get to have a baby and my husband and I don't?! How is that fair? Am I being punished for something? We are good people.
What makes this all hurt more is that my husband's family lives abroad and we support them financially, and his brother and his brother's wife got pregnant immediately after their wedding earlier this year, even though they have nothing and are living day to day. They all live in the same house, make barely enough to live on and have no future prospects, but THEY get to have a baby and my husband and I don't?! How is that fair? Am I being punished for something? We are good people.