Lynds77
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i was driving home from work tonight and it kinda hit me. I am going to be a Mum in a few months. I am going to have a little baby totally dependant on me and I must admit, I had a little freak out!
shit, I dont think I am ready for that responsibility! I mean we have bought loads of stuff for baby, even thought about what area we are going to move to in a few years for schools etc etc, so we have been thinking about being parents.
I guess it just hadnt really sunk in. i still feel too young! And to be honest I dont have a maternal bone in my body. I love my neice and nephew dearly, but I am very glad when they go home!
I really feel like I am gonna fuck it all up. Like not bond or just be a shite mother? I like my sleep, and i dont function well without it. I can see me being a right crabbit horrible cow once baby is here.
anyone else having their first and shitting themselves???
shit, I dont think I am ready for that responsibility! I mean we have bought loads of stuff for baby, even thought about what area we are going to move to in a few years for schools etc etc, so we have been thinking about being parents.
I guess it just hadnt really sunk in. i still feel too young! And to be honest I dont have a maternal bone in my body. I love my neice and nephew dearly, but I am very glad when they go home!
I really feel like I am gonna fuck it all up. Like not bond or just be a shite mother? I like my sleep, and i dont function well without it. I can see me being a right crabbit horrible cow once baby is here.
anyone else having their first and shitting themselves???