I know I haven't been around for......oooooo...ages

[libs]

But needed support and this was first place I thought of. Found out tonight that I'm to be a step nan (Skairdy...I need you!!! )

I haven't been trying for months and months now, but it was always planned to try again. This has kind of left me feeling that now it will never happen. I know it doesn't make any difference technically, but I think its just that whole....everyone but me feeling iykwim.

Needed to just say it somewhere people will understand I'm not being a bitch, I am thrilled for them, and hopefully I'll get to have something to do with this LO but it's just hit home I think that time is not on my side.

 

[babyblonde]

 

[A&J]

Hi I was wondering where you was

I don't know what to say! I remember you from when you was ttc before and I know how much you have gone through, I really feel for you I know what you mean about everyone seems to be getting pregnant it hit me REALLY hard a few weeks ago so much so that I could not even come on here as I kept crying looking at peoples tickers etc You are not been a bitch at all


Sending you lots of

 

[Snuggle]

Hiya libs, been a long time since you were last here. Dont give up hope hun, why dont you come back and get some support from the TTCers again?

 

[libs]

Thanks all of you I suppose one of the reasons I left (I didn't really - I still read) was the same thing as A&J said - found it hard to look at tickers and babies. Strangely my best friend at work is now 14 weeks and haven't found that difficult at all.

I suppose it was easier not to think about. DH said tonight that we will try again from about May onwards as the house should be finished by then and I need to lose weight as I've gained a lot this year. But inside I'm already wondering if I can take the failure again. But if I don't try I can't succeed arrrrrrggghghhhhh

 

[reallyoldmum]

Oh Libs I was thinking of you only the other day - I cannot imagine how difficult it must be for you hearing this news - TTC is so difficult its just like a bloody rollercoaster of emotion without having to deal with this.



Jane x

 

[libs]

Hey you look at that ticker, nearly there!

 

[mrs_tommo22]

Hey you look at that ticker, nearly there!

Hello darlin! Missed you lots!

Just a thought and maybe useful but cambridge diet - pricy, but drops weight quick and theres some talk that it can make you quite fertile due to all the stuff thats in it.....

Missed you though hun and hope you stick around!

 

[libs]

I'm going to do my old slimming world - works everytime has been comfort eating through nan dying/stressful time at work etc etc so I just need to go back to my old ways. I've started back at the gym again - with DH and Josh this time!

I'm still around - always on fb if not here

 

[mrs_tommo22]

I'm going to do my old slimming world - works everytime has been comfort eating through nan dying/stressful time at work etc etc so I just need to go back to my old ways. I've started back at the gym again - with DH and Josh this time!

I'm still around - always on fb if not here

Gosh hun im not surpirsed, its been a tough old year for you. Lets hope the new year brings some happier memories.

I am too lazy too excercise so i did cambridge and lost 4 stone the easy way lol, excercise? what the fooks that

Great too see you on the boards though libs

 

[monster_munch]

You left me all alone

But you're back now (and the offer still stands xx )

 

[mrs_tommo22]

Your not going anywhere again missy! No sir!

 

[libs]

You left me all alone

But you're back now (and the offer still stands xx )

I missed you

pm'd you

and pmsl

 

[libs]

Your not going anywhere again missy! No sir!

You may be right - time to live again and talk to people again. I've spent the last few months closed off from everyone and everything, including DH. It's been a rough couple of years and I've slid gradually into the way I feel now and I don't want to be in this place.

 

[mrs_tommo22]

Hunni i have been in a hole all year and pulling myself out the last few months and being very happy now has been worth it.

Life is so not a drag when you dont want it too be.

 

[monster_munch]

We'll help you get back to where you want to be, won't we Mrs Tommo!

Now you're back, the madness can restart YEY!!

 

[libs]

I feel like being mad



and I have a sudden desire to check my cp

 

[mrs_tommo22]

We'll help you get back to where you want to be, won't we Mrs Tommo!

Now you're back, the madness can restart YEY!!

HELL YES!

 

[babyblonde]

Wait. You mean it wasn't mad before? HOW MAD CAN IT GET????



I enjoy madness! It's very quiet on here of late - why do you think I resorted to the 'I can make anything you say rude' thread????

 

[reallyoldmum]

Libs I was doing the Cambridge diet - lost two stone and gained my BFP!!! Convinced it helped us....

Jane x