lisey
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I am not coping too well today, I feel like a zombie on auto-pilot. I don't want to talk to people, look at them or pretend to be happy.
I should be planning for my babys arrival as would have been due on the 14th, instead I am going through life wishing away the days, in a job I hate, with people I can't stand with a constant worry of future miscarriages.
I can't snap out of it today, I can feel that I need a good cry but its not happening yet, I am sure something will trigger it eventually.
Its a pointless post but I just had to get it out of my head and written down. Nobody around me gets it, I don't even think my OH does but I don't speak about it really x
I should be planning for my babys arrival as would have been due on the 14th, instead I am going through life wishing away the days, in a job I hate, with people I can't stand with a constant worry of future miscarriages.
I can't snap out of it today, I can feel that I need a good cry but its not happening yet, I am sure something will trigger it eventually.
Its a pointless post but I just had to get it out of my head and written down. Nobody around me gets it, I don't even think my OH does but I don't speak about it really x
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