its an unusual feeling! i don't feel like ill, depressed sam. i feel like happy, loving-being-a-mum sam today!
i went to my pnd group this morning and we just sat around slagging men off! that hour and a half i don't have to worry about looking after alice (or adam ) is great! i don't have to worry about putting a 'face' on to make everyone think im ok. i can just be myself! if i want to cry i can, if i want to moan about adam i can! i can be sam
already, something that would normaly p**s me right off, ive just let roll of my back! im just thinking of going in my garden to chop some more of it back! its like a jungle. should keep me busy for a while
sorry, but i just wanted to get this all written down so when i have a bad day i can look back and read this to remind myself good days do happen!
so for those of you feeling down / a bit poopy, heres some of my good mood in the form of a hug
how are we all today anyway? did anyone get up to anything interesting over the weekend?
i went to my pnd group this morning and we just sat around slagging men off! that hour and a half i don't have to worry about looking after alice (or adam ) is great! i don't have to worry about putting a 'face' on to make everyone think im ok. i can just be myself! if i want to cry i can, if i want to moan about adam i can! i can be sam
already, something that would normaly p**s me right off, ive just let roll of my back! im just thinking of going in my garden to chop some more of it back! its like a jungle. should keep me busy for a while
sorry, but i just wanted to get this all written down so when i have a bad day i can look back and read this to remind myself good days do happen!
so for those of you feeling down / a bit poopy, heres some of my good mood in the form of a hug
how are we all today anyway? did anyone get up to anything interesting over the weekend?