sarah1
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Well I am not sure how many of you know my 'story' over last few weeks...... I found out I was pregnant a few weeks ago with first baby - about 5 ish weeks (irregular cycle). I had a little bit of bleeding last sunday, and went for a scan at EPU on Thursday (last week) where they said baby was most likely earlier than I thought as it looked a bit small, but they couldn't rule out a miscarriage.
On Sunday morning I woke up in terrible pain with heavy bleeding. The pains got so bad I couldn't get up and I passed a lot of clots too. I rung early pregnancy again and they were really nice and gave me lots of advice about what to do so went to A+E in the evening as they said that was the best thing to do. They took bloods and confirmed that HCG levels were too low and I was miscarrying. This was on sunday and I am still bleeding and in pain but not as bad................I keep having a terrible feeling of shock in my stomach - its like I forget what has happened and then someone shouts 'you have lost your baby'. I can't think about doing anything normal - we went to the supermarket yesterday and I cried my eyes out, can't really explain why. Can't sleep well at night without crying for a few hours beforehand, and my brain is a bit of a mess. I am thankfully off work this week but can't even contemplate having to face people. Our close family didn't know about the pregnancy so we haven't told anyone - should we?
Sorry for the rant, I know it is bit selfish I just want to feel a bit better about things xxxxxxxxx
On Sunday morning I woke up in terrible pain with heavy bleeding. The pains got so bad I couldn't get up and I passed a lot of clots too. I rung early pregnancy again and they were really nice and gave me lots of advice about what to do so went to A+E in the evening as they said that was the best thing to do. They took bloods and confirmed that HCG levels were too low and I was miscarrying. This was on sunday and I am still bleeding and in pain but not as bad................I keep having a terrible feeling of shock in my stomach - its like I forget what has happened and then someone shouts 'you have lost your baby'. I can't think about doing anything normal - we went to the supermarket yesterday and I cried my eyes out, can't really explain why. Can't sleep well at night without crying for a few hours beforehand, and my brain is a bit of a mess. I am thankfully off work this week but can't even contemplate having to face people. Our close family didn't know about the pregnancy so we haven't told anyone - should we?
Sorry for the rant, I know it is bit selfish I just want to feel a bit better about things xxxxxxxxx