HOW COULD I?? How could i forget, yes FORGET about my miscarriage this time last year?
I think it was sunday 8 may 2005 i miscarried i cant remember the date, which sounds aweful, we were at the mother in laws and she decided to take us out for sunday lunch, and as it was right before my husbands birthday 14 may i am pretty sure it was the sunday 8 may2005.
I simply went to the toilet and saw a little bean in the toilet, and i simply had to flush it away without my husband seeing because if id come out to get him his mother would have stuck her over-sized awe in and i didnt want that.
I shortly after told him what happened and he hugged me and told me its ok it happens sometimes.
It was horrible because the next day the doctors appointment was booked to confirm the pregnancy, i had had 2 home tests done and they confirmed it for me.
Now a year on i have only just really realised which day it was and forgot totally about it, i knew it was before his birthday and all but only just worked it out that monday was the anniversary?! Im 37 weeks pregnant so maybe that contributed but i feel so aweful forgetting like that.
I feel really sad and depressed now and i just want this baby out, i am very uncomfortable about beein pregnant.
Has anyone else done this?
Does anyone think i am over- reacting?
Sonia
xx
I think it was sunday 8 may 2005 i miscarried i cant remember the date, which sounds aweful, we were at the mother in laws and she decided to take us out for sunday lunch, and as it was right before my husbands birthday 14 may i am pretty sure it was the sunday 8 may2005.
I simply went to the toilet and saw a little bean in the toilet, and i simply had to flush it away without my husband seeing because if id come out to get him his mother would have stuck her over-sized awe in and i didnt want that.
I shortly after told him what happened and he hugged me and told me its ok it happens sometimes.
It was horrible because the next day the doctors appointment was booked to confirm the pregnancy, i had had 2 home tests done and they confirmed it for me.
Now a year on i have only just really realised which day it was and forgot totally about it, i knew it was before his birthday and all but only just worked it out that monday was the anniversary?! Im 37 weeks pregnant so maybe that contributed but i feel so aweful forgetting like that.
I feel really sad and depressed now and i just want this baby out, i am very uncomfortable about beein pregnant.
Has anyone else done this?
Does anyone think i am over- reacting?
Sonia
xx