Those of you that have seen my news on first tri will know i have just lost my angel, cant believe it but saw in heartbeat on the scan and bloods comfimed, levels falling. My OH is away working so completely on my own, my tw teenagers have been fantastic but they shouldn't have to deal with this. Just want to cry all the time and i know that my OH cant deal with that and being away. He has supported me and will do but seems more concerned about me than the baby! Says that there will be another time and that he just wants me to try and relax. What is a girl to do am a wreak.