Hi everyone. I didn't think I'd be joining a pregnancy board and posting such sad news.
I found out I was unexpectedly pregnant last month, and after an initial panic I was happy. I had some stomach pain on Thursday, went for an early scan and although I should have been 8 + 5, the sonographer said I was nowhere near that, and all they could see was a sac with a fetal pole and no heartbeat. I had some bloods taken, and the midwife said there were 2 options - my dates were wrong from my last period, or I was miscarrying. I went home in shock, and started to bleed that night. I've been bleeding and cramping since.
I'm just devastated. I feel numb, then anger, and then can't stop crying. On top of this, I've been awful to my boyfriend and have said some terrible things. So I'm worried on top of this, he'll leave me. It's just such a difficult time, and I feel stupid for feeling the way I do. I just can't see an end to this!
I found out I was unexpectedly pregnant last month, and after an initial panic I was happy. I had some stomach pain on Thursday, went for an early scan and although I should have been 8 + 5, the sonographer said I was nowhere near that, and all they could see was a sac with a fetal pole and no heartbeat. I had some bloods taken, and the midwife said there were 2 options - my dates were wrong from my last period, or I was miscarrying. I went home in shock, and started to bleed that night. I've been bleeding and cramping since.
I'm just devastated. I feel numb, then anger, and then can't stop crying. On top of this, I've been awful to my boyfriend and have said some terrible things. So I'm worried on top of this, he'll leave me. It's just such a difficult time, and I feel stupid for feeling the way I do. I just can't see an end to this!