Well on Monday the 10th of January, I got admitted to hospital with severe abdominal pain 
. I had a massive bleed too, which I thought was my period but my period wasn't due for another 10 days.
Went to the hospital and had bloods taken, internal examination and they sent me home with dyhydracodine and an appointment for a scan and internal scan.
They sent me home with the conclusion that it is a haemorhaggic ovarian cyst. This worries me as last time I had a normal cyst, I ended up loosing an ovary, a normal cyst is filled with fluid, a haemorhaggic cyst is filled with blood.
Vie been looking at google etc and basically if it is large it will probably need to be removed, but if not they say it kind of goes away on it's own, so fingers crossed.
I have my scan today at halt 2 (26th jan). So fingers crossed the outcome is good. I'm sore nearly every day from it and been signed off from work.....which now comes the second part! I recieved a letter from my employer asking me to attend a disciplinary interview ! All because I'm Ill and been signed off work for the last 2weeks, pathetic eh? I don't want to return. I have lost the love for it and it's so shit in there, so no idea what I'm going to do there and I get a feeling she's gonna screw me around when it comes to payday
.
But on the up side
We had our appointment with the infertility woman on the 21st. I didn't loose all the weight that she wanted me too, so I was gutted thinking I wasn't gonna get the clomid, but because I have lost 9pm and continue to loose the weight slowly, she has prescribed us the clomid! I'm over the moon and a bit dumbstruck aswell tbh, I honestly thought she wasn't gonna help us.
So my OH needs to do another semen sample, I need a 21day test then we can start when my next AF arrives sometime in febuary
She has given us it for 3months, but obviously I need to do a 21day blood test every month to see what result I get so that the dose of clomid can get changed depending on the result. After 3months and if no joy, then I have to get a larpcoscopy
If all is ok in there, no tubes blocked etc, then we are allowed to take it for another 6months and continue with the blood tests to get the correct dosage for clomid.
If however, it doesn't work in the 9months, we will need to pay full IVF and we can't as we haven't got that sort of money.
S I will apologise for not being around as much my lovelys.......just having a rough time
Hope you are all well.
I will be looking for a clomid budding come febuary xxx
. I had a massive bleed too, which I thought was my period but my period wasn't due for another 10 days.Went to the hospital and had bloods taken, internal examination and they sent me home with dyhydracodine and an appointment for a scan and internal scan.
They sent me home with the conclusion that it is a haemorhaggic ovarian cyst. This worries me as last time I had a normal cyst, I ended up loosing an ovary, a normal cyst is filled with fluid, a haemorhaggic cyst is filled with blood.
Vie been looking at google etc and basically if it is large it will probably need to be removed, but if not they say it kind of goes away on it's own, so fingers crossed.
I have my scan today at halt 2 (26th jan). So fingers crossed the outcome is good. I'm sore nearly every day from it and been signed off from work.....which now comes the second part! I recieved a letter from my employer asking me to attend a disciplinary interview ! All because I'm Ill and been signed off work for the last 2weeks, pathetic eh? I don't want to return. I have lost the love for it and it's so shit in there, so no idea what I'm going to do there and I get a feeling she's gonna screw me around when it comes to payday
.But on the up side
We had our appointment with the infertility woman on the 21st. I didn't loose all the weight that she wanted me too, so I was gutted thinking I wasn't gonna get the clomid, but because I have lost 9pm and continue to loose the weight slowly, she has prescribed us the clomid! I'm over the moon and a bit dumbstruck aswell tbh, I honestly thought she wasn't gonna help us.
So my OH needs to do another semen sample, I need a 21day test then we can start when my next AF arrives sometime in febuary
She has given us it for 3months, but obviously I need to do a 21day blood test every month to see what result I get so that the dose of clomid can get changed depending on the result. After 3months and if no joy, then I have to get a larpcoscopy
If all is ok in there, no tubes blocked etc, then we are allowed to take it for another 6months and continue with the blood tests to get the correct dosage for clomid.
If however, it doesn't work in the 9months, we will need to pay full IVF and we can't as we haven't got that sort of money.
S I will apologise for not being around as much my lovelys.......just having a rough time
Hope you are all well.
I will be looking for a clomid budding come febuary
xxx
but as you said, they will never fully understand how we feel or what we are going through & that's why this forum is amazing, there is always someone to offer advice or just be there to listen to us 
you really deserve
