Had a hard day today I was really starting to enjoy looking after Phoebe and we were getting into a day routine. But OH had last week off and because he doesn't see much of her he's been cuddling and jigging her all bloody week. I didn't really notice to be honest until today!! He's gone back to work and she has been a nightmare all day. Crying everytime I put her down. Feel like I'm back to square one I was so fed up of her crying tonight I had her in bed asleep by 6.15pm!! I've never wanted to pack her off to bed but tonight I just felt like I needed to. She's really drained me. I hate it when I don't enjoy her but today was just hard work. Felt like a machine rather than a Mum!!