Feel like I'm always whinging when I post Just had another s$*t day today. OH is off and has been since midday yesterday. He put Phoebe to bed at 7pm last night. I went to bed at 9.30pm because I know Phoebe wakes up at about 6am and I need my sleep. OH wondered up to bed at 10 past midnight and woke Phoebe up. She twists in her cot and gets her arm stuck through the slats or she gets her head wedged up against the side. I got up and moved her back into the middle of her cot. OH by now is in bed. It took me until 20 past 1 to get her back to sleep by which time OH was zonked. Whilst I was trying to get her off to sleep I realised OH had put her in her cot with no sheets She was laying on the wipe clean bit of her mattress. I had taken the sheets off that morning and forgotten all about it. He clearly couldn't manage even to put a fitted sheet on her cot!! That's why she was sliding to the edge of her cot so easily. I didn't want to get her out of her cot as I never do unless it's absolutely necessary during the night. Anyway I must have got up another 5 times between putting her back to sleep and 6am when she woke for her morning feed. I was shattered. OH went to get her bottle (only because I clearly wasn't going!!) He came back up with it and saw my face as he gave me her bib and Infacol and realised that he'd better feed her. LOL. After her feed I sat her up on my pillows and OH went back off to sleep!! I got her dressed and brought her downstairs. She had a nap and then I fed her again. OH came wondering down at 9.30am. Now fair enough today is his day off but he chose to sit up until gone midnight. I tried to go to bed at 9.30pm but ended up with less sleep than him. I'm so pissed off with his attitude towards Phoebe. He treats her like a chore. 'You can feed her this time and I'll do it next time.' For Goodness Sake I enjoy feeding my baby and I don't need a rota so that we both feed her the same amount of times each day!!! Today he's whinging about the fact we don't seem to get anything done because of Phoebe. So what!!! She slept for 40mins earlier and he went on the internet. He could have 'got something done.' I'm really fed up with his attitude towards her. He has other children from a previous marriage and he used to sing and dance about how much he loved being a Dad and how he enjoyed his girls. He hasn't seen his other girls for 4 years now but why is Phoebe so different? I don't feel like he enjoys her and she is his little girl too. Sorry for being morbid. I just feel shit about it all. I know he loves Phoebe, probably more than his other girls because he is happy at home whereas before his home life was terrible. But why can't he enjoy her for all her faults? He tried to take her to Tesco this morning in her buggy. Got about 5mins down the road and turned back because she just screams in her buggy. We then went in the car and she hates her car seat too so cried then too. By then he's so annoyed he starts getting ratty towards me and Phoebe. She's just a baby. Why can't he see that? Sorry if this is a jumbled mess!! Just had to get it off my chest. He's taken Phoebe for her jabs now so we'll see how they coped on his return!!!