I had my little boy three weeks ago and i love him however i do feel completely all over the place. I'm exhausted, he spends his days fighting sleep, eventually goes to sleep for a couple of hours in the afternoon, Wakes up fusses some more until midnight where he will sleep for 3 hours, feeds, then 2 hours, feeds, then he may sleep for an hour or so, or sometimes he doesn't. I know he isn't getting enough sleep during the day and it's a day full of trying to get him to sleep, and his eyes are heavy but he doesn't commit to sleeping and if he does its for about ten minutes. This daily fight is exhausting. I have no support during the day, and feel quite isolated and out of my depth. i want to go to the breast feeding group in my area to meet some people but I'm just so tired and I'm nervous as to what they will think of me. I have noone I feel I can talk to about this and I feel quite emotional, my husband would listen but I feel like i can't talk to him without a bit of resentment as he gets to sleep and get out of the house without a baby attached to him and that makes me feel awful that I think that way.