Posted: Sat Dec 16, 2006 21
4 pm Post subject: Feelings
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Hi thanks for all the supportive messages that you sent to me. When I went back for my scan there was no change so chose to go into hospital and have surgical removal as I couldn't face the thought of actually having to miscarry myself.
I think am coping ok. Has been a bad year for us as we lost our father in law in July age 47 so this was supposed to be the chance for evryone to have something to look forward to and now feel really bad that its not going to happen.
Going from highs to lows and trying to look at the positive side that at least I have my daughter age 3 to focus on but its really hard. I dont know how I should feel or how I should be acting all I know is I need to get through xmas and new year and then start again.

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Hi thanks for all the supportive messages that you sent to me. When I went back for my scan there was no change so chose to go into hospital and have surgical removal as I couldn't face the thought of actually having to miscarry myself.
I think am coping ok. Has been a bad year for us as we lost our father in law in July age 47 so this was supposed to be the chance for evryone to have something to look forward to and now feel really bad that its not going to happen.
Going from highs to lows and trying to look at the positive side that at least I have my daughter age 3 to focus on but its really hard. I dont know how I should feel or how I should be acting all I know is I need to get through xmas and new year and then start again.