Hi Skairdy
First of all -
I know how you feel sweetie. As you know I dont post on the forums a lot, as I try to keep myself away a lot of the time (I find it helps!), but I just had to reply to you, as I am one of the old members that you mentioned being here when you just joined, and I am still here!!!
We have now been TTC #1 just over 2 years, and it feels like a LIFETIME. I am 33 and DH is 36, so time is ticking away! I stopped counting after the 10th pregnancy amongst friends and family, and like you - some of them are now thinking of TTC again - arrrgghh, its so frustrating.
I hope you feel better soon, and your appointment at the clinic helps you. After a lot of heartache and endless tests we are due to start IUI in November/December, and if that is unsuccesful its IVF next August, but I still hope for that mini-miracle before then!
Chin up sweetheart.... its such a rollercoaster ride we are on with lots of ups and downs, but hopefully we will be able to get off soon!!!
Much love and babydust to you xxxxx