Feeling a bit frustrated..

[3Beloved]

Hi Fellow TTC Girls

I know i dont really post alot on here but I still read and try to comment when I have time.

I'm feeling really down atm, because an old school friend and best friend who I don't really speak to as we fell out has told somebody shes only having/keeping her baby to rub it in my face because she knows i've been trying!! It made me really angry not because it is rubbing it in my face but because why would you have a baby just for that!! PATHETIC!!

Well basically i was meant to have my Gynacologist appointment on the 9th of March but my letter had a different appointment time on it than what my appointment was meant to be. Therefore i missed my appointment.

They did arrange another asap which is the 29th of March. Only downside is I have to wait a fe more days to see whats going to happen and I was going to get them to do a Pregnancy test as i could test on the 7th of March. I'm really scared to do a test. I have really bad lower back pain, I havnt come on and I'm really sick and heartburn (which i never suffer with). I don't know if its me just REALLY hoping or if I am. I just know I will be so gutted if it came back negative!! .

Well i've also started taking Agnus Castus suggested by somebody on here (sorry can't remember name or find th epost).

Baby Dust To All!!

 

[CARNAT22]

So you still haven't had your period?

Since when hun?

 

[3Beloved]

Well i've never really had regular period but i've had 2 periods one on the 7th of jan and 8th of feb but nothing this month :/ I only had bad pains one day before AF.

 

[toni64539]

Oh love you do sound down. You may aswell do a test hun, that way you can prepare yourself for the result, you can't prepare for af really, she will just creep up on you unexpectedly so I think disappointment at a negative is better than disappointment at AF just turning up. Well this 'friend' really is a pathetic little child isn't she, just let her get on with her games and something will come and bite her on the ass! Thinking of you sweetie and,,,,,,,,,,, do a test!

 

[galupy]

take the test. it's worth knowing either way

 

[Boaz]

Take a test, you sound so down so you might as well, sending lots of hugs

Boazxx

 

[Cay84]

Awww hun, I really feel for you. Forget this "friend", sounds like she's really not worth bothering about. I would test in your situation but I love to poas! Can understand you being scared but at least you'll know what's what if you test. Let us know what you decide to do, I'll keep my fx for you. Keep your chin up xxx

 

[NickNack]

Hi Ladies, I'm new to all this. I would test as I wouldn't be able to wait. The digital tests are quite accurate? I have my fingers crossed for u. I've been trying for almost 3 years for baby number 1 with one ectopic pregnancy so I can feel ur pain. Xx

 

[Amber8]

Hi,

Just want to check your only taking AC up to ovulation as you shouldn't take it incase u fall pg.

Sounds like your friend is abit pathetic & certainly not a friend.

Xx

 

[3Beloved]

Yeah only taking AC until ovulate....thats if i ever do ov. .

I did a test and it was a BFN but yeah atleast i know where I stand and can move forward.

I also think I may be due on as i am getting really bad period pains today which is a great sign i suppose..