Diane don't be so hard on yourself, little babies cry whenever they are trying to tell us something! You can always get her in a routine that suits you? I tried the routine by a lady called G Ford 'contented little baby' - it's very strict and I couldn't get into it completely but she has adopted some of the book and its quite good.
You're doing a brilliant job!
Sassy, have they seen you yet? They generally put tiny babies first. Make sure you kick up a fuss if you have to wait longer than 30 mins!
I'm so sick of the cold!