Im feeling a bit down. Im looking to speak with any of you mummys that have been consultant led or have had complications in pregnancy/high risk. Just incase you dont know already I was diagnosed with Pulmory Embolisms at 33 weeks and perscribed Clexane to thin my blood 2 injections daily. Now the consultant I saw 2 weeks ago said they will do an inernal at 39 weeks (tomorrow) and see if anythings happening,they may decide to induce me. Mainly so they can take me off the clexane as blood loss would be more dangerous if still on it. Now I just spoke to the ansetnatist and he says if I go into spobtanious labour then to stop clexane and go straight in but that an epidural is out of the question 100 per cent if its not 24 hours after last dose. Im not happy about this at all. Id like to think I will cope and have a pain relief free labour but the thought of not having any choice just scares the life out of me. I asked what would happen if I needed an emergency c section and he said they would put me to sleep. Again Im not happy about this at all......surely Id be out for a while I wouldnt get skin to skin with baby and would miss him being born?? Im in absolute tears over this as we had fertility issues and has taken so long to get here and I dont know if I can cope with having that taken from me. My real issue is if they say they wont induce me can I argue it and tell them how Im feeling and do they to some degree have to take my opinion into account?? I have major bad anxiety and feel that induction would be the way forward so Id know I have all the options available.