Slinky Sarah
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i think i need help or something....i can feel all these emotions building up and building up inside me and i cant let them out...im scared what will happen. They are starting to come out little by little....im angry all the time and snappy. Like today i got so pissed off cos i couldt get any converse trainers that i wanted! Iv lost my appatite again...ill eat just for the sake of it if i know it will make OH eat or make him happy and when i do eat it is utter crap. I am tired all the time...iv been sleeping for a couple of hours in the evening then going to bed about 11 and like yesterday and today when i have been off work iv slept a good 4 hours in the afternoon and i could go to sleep again now Im also still wanting to cut myself (please dont judge me).
I cant let these emotions out and i cant talk to OH...he needs me to be strong right now, hes hurting more than i am...iv done this before i need to cope and handle it...No one knows about it except you on here and me and him oh and also his best mate but he cant talk to him because his dad tried killing himself And he cant talk to me cos he cant get his words out about how he feels I could just cry at the drop of a hat right now...and i just need to be with OH all the time but he just wants to be alone most of the time.
i know im heading for a massive crash and burn but i just cant handle dealing with it all...in 3 weeks iv cried onl a handful of times...i just wish i could let m emotions out a little at a time but i know i cant do that.
TBH i dont know why im writing all this down, it probably makes no sense but i dont have any friends (sad i know) other than the ones iv made on here like Mel, Shell, Tracy, sarah and Sara and i just hate bugging them and everyone else really with feeling like shit and moaning
IM sorry everyone
I cant let these emotions out and i cant talk to OH...he needs me to be strong right now, hes hurting more than i am...iv done this before i need to cope and handle it...No one knows about it except you on here and me and him oh and also his best mate but he cant talk to him because his dad tried killing himself And he cant talk to me cos he cant get his words out about how he feels I could just cry at the drop of a hat right now...and i just need to be with OH all the time but he just wants to be alone most of the time.
i know im heading for a massive crash and burn but i just cant handle dealing with it all...in 3 weeks iv cried onl a handful of times...i just wish i could let m emotions out a little at a time but i know i cant do that.
TBH i dont know why im writing all this down, it probably makes no sense but i dont have any friends (sad i know) other than the ones iv made on here like Mel, Shell, Tracy, sarah and Sara and i just hate bugging them and everyone else really with feeling like shit and moaning
IM sorry everyone