Can't bare the 2ww anymore!! : (

[sparkle82]

Arrrrrggggghhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!

Glad I got that out!!! Haha, had enuf ov waitin!! Now my 16th month & don't no if I can do it anymore? Seriously draining me & no many ov u no how I'm feelin & not alone in the slightest, but don't think I'm strong enuf 2 carry on. My o/h wud make an amazin dad as he does 2 my daughter & just want 2 giv him the 1 thing that wud make him happiest. Breakin my heart that I can't do that. I feel I'm cheating him, that I had a child (the most beautiful & perfect daughter) wiv sum1 who does not appreciate wot he's got & I can't do the same 4 him. : ( not only that but my daughter who is 9 wud do anything for a sibling & I feel I'm failing them both.

In tears now xx

 

[Binzy]

Oh no, must be heartbreaking, at least you know you can get preganant as you have your lovely daughter.
Have you been to the dr's?

 

[sparkle82]

Yea & they say everythings fine wiv both ov us! So y's it not happenin?? Stressed.com xx

 

[Binzy]

God, I bet, what about something alternative like acupuncute or something?

 

[flopsybunny]

How frustrating!! You need a bit of space maybe. Take a month off TTC, plan a short holiday or if you can't do that have a load of activites and pamper treats for yourself. Do something to help yourself relax, the stress may not be helping.

xx

 

[LouiseB]

Aww I can't imagine how desperate you are feeling, but I do know that it isn't your "fault" and that no one feels disappointed with you personally.

You just need to try to appreciate what you have - one fantastic daughter and a man who has taken her as his own... A happy family

As for ttc, I'm prescribing baby aspirin to everyone atm. I'm not medically trained btw so do take care, but it has good reports

 

[star fish]

Hi sparkle, I totally get where you are coming from. This time of the cycle is the most stressful I think. We're on month 25 and I just have to smile on through it or I would be a puddle on the floor most of the time, nothing seems to be wrong with us, just got to keep trying, and I feel like I am getting older and older every month and more tired of it, but you just have have have to stay positive! If you feel sad that you are letting your OH down, he will feel sad you feel that way, even your daughter will pick up on the bad vibes and you will all feel 100 times worse. Don't give yourself a hard time, it wont help anyone, and especially wont help you concieve xxxx