Being induced pg 17.. Very scared!! Update pg 20 delivery suite

[Iriki]

Right, ducking off to start dinner here....will check back in shortly. Hope things start to move along or settle down so you can get some rest x
Back in a little bit

 

[Jayceesmumma]

Thanks hun i just want it to either blatantly progress or just stop!!
Enjoy ur dinner xx

 

[Jayceesmumma]

Gonna head to bed now even though I'm wide awake gotta try n sleep so I can do school run I don't think OH will be allowed time off unless it's defo labour.. I'll get him to stay home at least for the school run if this is still going!

Hope u manage to get some sleep and pain relief ange xxx

 

[Jayceesmumma]

Been timing.. Every 5 mins lasting a min.. Defo not bh too painful!!

 

[Sam's Mum]

Oooh exciting!!! Good luck! x

 

[Jayceesmumma]

Up again.. OH bugs me sometimes with his lack of urgency and knowledge.. Would it have taken much to read up on labour and birth to be prepared?? Been every 5 mins lasting a min since I went back to bed, he rolled over so kinda awake so I told him n he's like 'maybe it's a sign it's the start of things to come?' all calm like.. So I said would it have killed him to read a fucking book? Or look it up on the net so he's prepared?? I also asked if we had any paracetamol kinda hinting coz he knows I can't reach the medicine box on the fridge (it's massive I love it!!) and nothing.. Not even an offer or ask if I need it! Or even why! Not only are these painful I've got itchy shoulders again in bed so I can't sleep if I tried so I said I was gonna go downstairs coz I've been up since 1 and can't sleep.. Would have been nice to have some company or even an offer and all I got was 'I'll put my phone on loud'

Sorry for the rant just don't feel supported right now. On top of that I asked of he could get the morning off to help me n he said no n I can ask his family to help.. I don't want them! I want him! I know when it comes down to it he will be as supportive as hell but I can't help feeling neglected! I have a high pain threshold so I don't complain about pain much to anyone unless I can't cope with it but a part of me thinks I should exaggerate to make him realize! Since coming downstairs (outside again coz I'm hot) I've had a few regular painful ones still so moving about isn't changing anything.. I really didn't wanna have this baby in the day time and especially not around the kids.. They'll be up in two hours.. If this isn't it I've had hardly any sleep and alot of pain and shouldn't be doing the school run! It's not down to his family at all!

Sorry for ranting just wanna sleep!!

 

[Jayceesmumma]

Just got OH up for paracetamol.. Watching Maury again having to concentrate and breathe thru these contractions.. Don't know how much more I can cope with tbh!! Kids will be up in an hour what the hell am I gonna do??

 

[Jayceesmumma]

Scared!!!!!!!

 

[Jayceesmumma]

Just seen ur ticker sams mum.. Congrats!!

 

[Mummy2Adam]

Hope things are progressing for you hun. Glad your OH got up to get you some paracetamol, men pfft! x x

 

[NinjaKitty]

GL Hun sounds like u r on your way. I'll be having a good stalk today.

 

[Jayceesmumma]

Thanks babe.. This can't be a false alarm! Since 3am v painful regular contractions 5mins apart lasting a minute getting more intense each time..
Totally petrified! Gonna call my mum to get her to come n do the school run for me.. I don't want the kids to see me in pain it will break my heart I know it will really upset Ellie.. Welling up just thinking about it!

 

[ZMD]

Hope this is it for you Hun, good luck xx

 

[Jayceesmumma]

If its not I'm gonna be sooooo annoyed lol! And so will my mum just got her up to come over for the school run lol!

 

[ForestLas80]

Good luck this morning, hope the kids can get off to school with your mums help and u can relax and get your new baby out

 

[Mummy2Adam]

By the sounds of it, it sounds promising hun
Bless, im sure Ellie will be fine but i know exactly what you mean about not wanting her to see you in pain.
Cant wait for the next update x x

 

[ange34]

aww bless u babe iv just woke up..r u ok? silly question really i kno...whats happening hun? is it time?? im really feeling 4 u xxxx

 

[Iriki]

Ooooh I go to have dinner and look what happens!!
How are you feeling now? Is someone with you?

 

[Jayceesmumma]

Just as I start to doze off downstairs the kids wake up
Waiting on mum to get here.. Still the same pains not easing off so looks like this is it!

 

[ange34]

yeyyy go on babe........u can do it xxxxxxxxx