For the last few nights i have been putting Ella to bed an hour before I go up... I cant help but feel really anxious, i actually have butterflies in my tummy!! I have been with her 24/7 since the day she was born so an hour a day without her in the same room sounds pathetic but i am really struggling!! Shes got the monitor and the breathing mat on so i know she is fine! is it normal to feel a bit like this or do i need to get a life?!