Well.. I'm back now. I feel so confused...
They scanned me again, not internally this time which was better. But they said ive had a missed miscarriage. What the hell is a missed miscarriage? how did i miss it? i really don't know what it is.
Apparently theres only a bit of yolk in the sac, and the bleeding is increasing in my uterus.. I have had more bleeding today as well.. Really not seeing how its a missed miscarriage, becuase i didnt miss it, i had blood. What the hell.
I got there early, at like 10.45, and they saw me at 10.50 which is odd for them to see me so early. They had a chat to me etc and said how sorry they were, like its going to help. Ah i dunno. i just feel so shit now.
Then they gave me some really really random tablet. the name begins with M, cant remember it. they said they give it to you to stop your body from keeping what evers left in your uterus, and it cuts off the hormones or something horrible like that. I imagine it to be like something they give you for an abortion, as it seems to be doing the same thing.
Apparently tomorrow i will get heavy heavy bleeding and cramps and then all the lining of my uterus will go back to its pre-pregnancy state. They even precribed me a differnt make of contraceptive pill because i explained that i didn't plan this pregnancy and was going to go on the pill again etc. Its so weird - about 2 hours ago i was pregnant and a bit worried because i'd had bleeding, but now i'm not pregnant and i have to "give birth" to whatever is left in me. How did this happen. They said they don't know. ive got to go back tomorrow morning, at 10.15 (or 10.30 cant remember) for them to givbe me ANOTHER tablet. then in a weeks time they will scan me again.
I feel so bad... it was only last week that i made that post in the relationships section saying how i felt so unsure about this baby, but literally a few hours later any horrid thoughts had left my mind
i wanted this baby SO SO much, and i had such plans for it.. my family were actually being fine about it, even my OH.. but no. now its not here. now its gone.
They scanned me again, not internally this time which was better. But they said ive had a missed miscarriage. What the hell is a missed miscarriage? how did i miss it? i really don't know what it is.
Apparently theres only a bit of yolk in the sac, and the bleeding is increasing in my uterus.. I have had more bleeding today as well.. Really not seeing how its a missed miscarriage, becuase i didnt miss it, i had blood. What the hell.
I got there early, at like 10.45, and they saw me at 10.50 which is odd for them to see me so early. They had a chat to me etc and said how sorry they were, like its going to help. Ah i dunno. i just feel so shit now.
Then they gave me some really really random tablet. the name begins with M, cant remember it. they said they give it to you to stop your body from keeping what evers left in your uterus, and it cuts off the hormones or something horrible like that. I imagine it to be like something they give you for an abortion, as it seems to be doing the same thing.
Apparently tomorrow i will get heavy heavy bleeding and cramps and then all the lining of my uterus will go back to its pre-pregnancy state. They even precribed me a differnt make of contraceptive pill because i explained that i didn't plan this pregnancy and was going to go on the pill again etc. Its so weird - about 2 hours ago i was pregnant and a bit worried because i'd had bleeding, but now i'm not pregnant and i have to "give birth" to whatever is left in me. How did this happen. They said they don't know. ive got to go back tomorrow morning, at 10.15 (or 10.30 cant remember) for them to givbe me ANOTHER tablet. then in a weeks time they will scan me again.
I feel so bad... it was only last week that i made that post in the relationships section saying how i felt so unsure about this baby, but literally a few hours later any horrid thoughts had left my mind
i wanted this baby SO SO much, and i had such plans for it.. my family were actually being fine about it, even my OH.. but no. now its not here. now its gone.
Oh Beth I am so sorry hun 
