believe me hun you don't need him.
my ex's sister does even look at her when we see her in the street.
i must say you will be fine giving birth, have your mum or a reaaly good friend you trust, as you will be giving them no feeling in their hands.
i am with you on how you are feeling, that you are letting your bundle down, but nothing will change that love when your baby comes.
i ate, smoked and ate alot of rubbish, as i never knew i was having a baby, i sat there and cried because i had this healthy baby.
nothing is wrong with her, she is full of life and a happy baby.
nothing will take that mother, baby bond away.
and also play hard to get if he decides to have something to do with your baby, make sure you have your mum or someone with you, as third ears, to listen.
love nicky and lauren
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