Basically we go to football every week but I said today it's too cold for O and also when we play Leeds there is usually trouble so I said I will stay at home with O, OH suggested leaving O with mil, now I love mil and she is more than capable of caring for him but I don't feel ready to leave him with anyone else, not even my own mum or OH. I am going to the theatre next Thursday so have to leave him for the evening then and I am dreading it! OH said I am being silly but I can't help it, I haven't been without O since he was born! I am not bf so that isn't an issue I just don't want him out of my sight. Am I being silly?