advice please? what's happening?

[kra0]

As you already know, I was diagnosed with a mmc last week and following bad cramps last fri and light spotting which didn't last long and which there wasn't much of, it has now stopped altogether. My discharge is now back to what it was at the start (quite heavy and clear/white) surely it should stil be slightly pink/red? Is my sac stuck in there lol?? I haven't had pains really since fri, just the usual cramps but apart from feeling slightly flu like and with my dizzyness gone, I now feel fine. What's going on why won't it budge lol? I haven't passed anything except pinky/orangey discharge which didn't even soak pads as there wasn't much xxxx

 

[twinkles]

Hopr your ok hun, sounds as if your mc is yet to come, I started with a tiny bleed didnt think anything of it the had scan 7days later to discover mmc and still bleeding so maybe it will start again, when are you having treatment?x

 

[dyscochick]

call your EPU if you are worried hun, sounds like twinks is right though xx

 

[kra0]

Needless to say, it's back lol! My body is so stubborn that it's obviously not letting go lol. I've a scan on thurs and then it's time to decide what to do.. Prob d&c as much as I hate the thought of it. Think I'm going take some time off work too. I've been busying g myself so much since I found out last Thursday that I'm guessing that I'm holding back on the emotions. I've been really down about it yes, but I think there's worse to come. It's probably the knowing that it's not fully over just yet and the emotions r building til it is xxxx

 

[twinkles]

Hun I did exactly what you did and kept busy, I cried every night but every day I was my normal self for everyone else, I did break down the day after my second scan after having the start of my treatment, thats when it hit me, it really is over, so I would def take a few days off, personally Im worse when I have mothing to do so my house has been sorted and organised top to bottom so having time off doesnt mean you have to sit watching day time tv, although I did enjoy the morning tv, I think what Im trying to say is that you need your own time to deal with it, build yourself back up and get back to being you xx