well its 5 months today since my angel left me. to be hinest it has been alot easier today than it has bee the past few months. the pain is still there and i cant help thinking that i would be almost 31 weeks, knowing if the baby was a boy or girl...having the name of Toby or Alyssa, and preparing for the birth. my OH iss fantastic....listening and holding me while i just talk. i think knowing tat soon we will have our own LO very soon hopefully. I know another LO will never ever replace my lost LO and s/he will always be in my heart. Just wanted to let you all know that the pain does ease but never goes...I think aboiut the baby every day and always say good night ot my angel...but i know that my baby is probably in the best place for him/her.