Ellen
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Its 5 months later and after being on a high for a few weeks I got the news that a colleague is pregnant. I am happy for her, but its hit me in unexpected ways. I hate that I feel like this. I thought I had gotten over this and was looking forward. Now I find myself sad again. Its likely I can never have children and I am still not after getting the all clear for PTD. Will this EVER BE OVER! I feel frustrated too... 
