nmf1987
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just had a call from my sister(step but like real) to say she found out today she is pregnant again.
obviously im very happy for her but am also selfishly wishing it hadn't happened now for them. they weren't planning it and she said she doesn't really know how she feels about it at the mo.
now my problem is iv'e waited for a baby for so long and has been so special with everyone getting so excited for us and about having another baby but now i know it will all be about her.
when she found out before she told everyone about 3 days before my 21st birthday and everyone spoke about that instead when we got together i barely had anyone wish me a happy birthday at all.
like i say i know it sounds selfish but i was looking forward this being my time. especially with it being my 1st and my dads 1st blood grandchild.
sorry if i sound horrible. just want to cry. feel like my lo is gonna be pushed out already. xxxx
obviously im very happy for her but am also selfishly wishing it hadn't happened now for them. they weren't planning it and she said she doesn't really know how she feels about it at the mo.
now my problem is iv'e waited for a baby for so long and has been so special with everyone getting so excited for us and about having another baby but now i know it will all be about her.
when she found out before she told everyone about 3 days before my 21st birthday and everyone spoke about that instead when we got together i barely had anyone wish me a happy birthday at all.
like i say i know it sounds selfish but i was looking forward this being my time. especially with it being my 1st and my dads 1st blood grandchild.
sorry if i sound horrible. just want to cry. feel like my lo is gonna be pushed out already. xxxx