just needed to vent ladies....
i am so nervouse this month, my ov is approaching fast (think will be friday cd13) and for some reason this time i am so on edge. i really want my left ovary to release egg this month but i have read that as we get older we have a dominant ovary and last month i ov'd from the right! ( for those who dont know i got my right fallopian removed on 30th april due to EP). so now i am thinking omg if it happens from right again i have no chance and its freaking me out! i came home after the surgery thinkin i would still have really good chance cos doc said it wouldnt affect me that much, but since reading on net i have discovered that its very rare for the egg to transmigrate to opposite tube. aaarrggghhhhh! i am so anxious! i also seem to be thinking non stop that i would've been three months by now, and its not like me to dwell on things as i am a spiritualist and truly believe that the soul will come when its ready and everything is right. so i dont know whats happening to me???!! sorry, i just had to vent this, i dont want to make a big deal about it with dh, or he will worry.
thanks for listenin ladies! xxx
i am so nervouse this month, my ov is approaching fast (think will be friday cd13) and for some reason this time i am so on edge. i really want my left ovary to release egg this month but i have read that as we get older we have a dominant ovary and last month i ov'd from the right! ( for those who dont know i got my right fallopian removed on 30th april due to EP). so now i am thinking omg if it happens from right again i have no chance and its freaking me out! i came home after the surgery thinkin i would still have really good chance cos doc said it wouldnt affect me that much, but since reading on net i have discovered that its very rare for the egg to transmigrate to opposite tube. aaarrggghhhhh! i am so anxious! i also seem to be thinking non stop that i would've been three months by now, and its not like me to dwell on things as i am a spiritualist and truly believe that the soul will come when its ready and everything is right. so i dont know whats happening to me???!! sorry, i just had to vent this, i dont want to make a big deal about it with dh, or he will worry.
thanks for listenin ladies! xxx