Sweetie I wanted to tell you, you are not alone. I had a frank discussion with jase the other day and I am going to the docs tomorrow. AJs colic has had me in pieces and I no longer feel able to cope. I told Jase I looked at AJ and all I felt was resentment. Resentment that he is screaming all the time, stopping me seeing people, spending time with my son and Jase and hurting me all the time with the arthritis and his paddys (scratching hitting kicking etc) and when I look at Jase I feel resentment for him inflicting this child on me. I love them all but I have been so close to packing my bags and leaving its unreal. You have let no-one down but I understand that feeling. PM me if you want to hun. I know the pain you are going through. xxxxxxxxx