Nah, I should really.
I had a bad tear with Brody, not "All the way" but far enough
I blame my midwife for letting me push him out in 2 pushes and not telling me to slow down.
I must say the worst thing about it was having to go into theatre for a couple of hours after I had him so I felt I missed bonding time. The recovery was fine after.
I do worry about tearing again though, because I have healed so well I worry that next time the scar tissue will tear and never be the same again.
I think I can opt for a section next time because of my tear and TBH I think I will have one.