I had emergency surgery nearly 2 weeks ago now to remove my little baby due to an ectopic pregnancy. I suffered severe internal bleeding and my left tube is damaged beyond repair.
I'm now petrified that it will take ages for me to fall pregnant next time and that it will be ectopic again.
I just keep thinking "why me?", "it's so unfair" I don't know how to change my mental attitude to make it positive I think the only thing that will make me feel better is to be pregnant again and for it to be a healthy pregnancy, but then I keep reading that I need to fully grieve for this baby before I should try for another.
My friends and family are so supportive, but I really struggle to talk about it to them.
I'm just so devastated and I can't see the light at the end of the tunnel at the minute
Any positive stories would be much appreciated.
I'm now petrified that it will take ages for me to fall pregnant next time and that it will be ectopic again.
I just keep thinking "why me?", "it's so unfair" I don't know how to change my mental attitude to make it positive I think the only thing that will make me feel better is to be pregnant again and for it to be a healthy pregnancy, but then I keep reading that I need to fully grieve for this baby before I should try for another.
My friends and family are so supportive, but I really struggle to talk about it to them.
I'm just so devastated and I can't see the light at the end of the tunnel at the minute
Any positive stories would be much appreciated.